|
いつもはわりと穏やかで幸せなつもりですが、(ブログにはあんまりダークな事書いてないですね;; )
ただいま、精神が病んでるためか、不安定なためか、めちゃくちゃダークな私。。
そして言葉使いが限りなく悪い。。
It seems like everyday I make mistakes.
I just can't get it right.
It's like I'm the one you love to hate.
Shut up! Shut up! Shut up ! Don't wanna hear it !!!!!
Get out! Get out! Get out ! Get out of my way !!!!!
Step up! Step up! Step up ! You'll never stop me.
There you go you never ask why. It's all a big lie whatever you do.
You think you're special. But I know and I know and I know and we know that you're not!!
You're always there to point out my mistakes and shove them in my face.
Don't tell me who I should be and don't try to tell me what's right for me !!
Don't tell me what I should do !! I don't wanna waste my time !!
I'll watch you fade away.
今の私の心の中&思っていることそのまま書いてあります。
とても前向きになれる気分じゃないんで、ネガな部分だけ書きました。。。
また歌を聴いて心を落ち着かせなきゃ。。
**余談**
ブログでは自分のことを”エレナ”って、名前で呼んでますが、
普段はちゃんと”私”って言ってます^^;w
|