What's up??

I know their secrets. It's my secret.

I shouldn't have known their secrets.
I'm the last person who can know them...
I met two girls in Canada.

In case of one girl...
Two days ago, I went drinking with my friend,
He told me that she had loved a Korean guy.
But I know he loved me and wasn't interested in her.
Now I remember that I have made her cry.
When she was with him, I interruped her.
I began to walk with him.
Then, she walked behind us...
And she almost began to cry, so I realized that she loved him.
At that time, I had a boyfriend in Japan but he was like my boyfriend.
I should have stopped the relationship with him but I didn't.
I wasn't sure she loved him....

In case of the other girl...
Yesterday, I found her blog.
It was interesting for me because she wrote about 'him'.
Who is he?
I followed her blog from the latest one to older ones...
"He was shaking a hand until my plane took off"
I took a plane with her, so only I know who was shaking a hand...
I know him and he had a wife and children...
Just before we went back to Japan, I saw him and her.
Their relationship was different from before.
But I shouldn't have known it...

Actually, I was shocked when I knew their secrets.
But there is no turning back...
The only way to keep the relationship with the two girls is to pretend not to know their secrets.

a new job

Today I started a part-time job.
I worked for the first time today, so I was useless...
I didn't know what to do and I imitated what co-workers were doing.
I need to learn what to do from them...

I was really tired because I hadn't worked for more than one month...
And I hadn't exercise...
Now I have backache because I was standing for a long time with very high heels.
It's really bad for my back!
I need to build up my abdominal mascle.

I have had backache for one and half years.
I should care of my back.

I hope I can enjoy my job and earn a lot of money!

My favorite Japanese food.

I really like Takoyaki. I've eaten it three times this month.
In Canada, speaking of Japanese food, people think Sushi, Tempura, Teriyaki.
But I wonder why they don't know Okonomiyaki and Takoyaki.
Okonomiyaki and Takoyaki are just Japanese typical food!!
I really wanted to introduce Okonomiyaki and Takoyaki to people in Canada but I couldn't find Okonomiyaki restaurant.
And...
Why do they think Teriyaki is Japanese food?
Of course it's Japanese food, but not so common in Japan.
What's teriyaki??
Fish? Meat?
I've had Teriyaki in Canada, at that time, it was beef with Teriyaki souce.
But...
Have you ever seen beef with Teriyaki souce in Japan?
Is it common in Japan??
I think Okonomiyaki and Takoyaki are more common than Teriyaki.
Why don't you introduce Okonomiyaki and Takoyaki in Canada?
You can get fresh seefood there!!

Fianally...

I cameback to Japan last night.
When I left Canada, I miss my friends who are there.
Before my plane took off, a plane got an aengine trouble and was blocking the runway.
So my plane took off late.

When I arrived at Japan, I felt strange.
Almost all people speak Japanese...
I hadn't seen my family for a long time, so I was happy when I saw them.
I talked a lot.

Anyway I have a lot of things to do.
Today, I'm gonna go drinking with my friends.

Nightmares

I had nightmares for two days in a row.

First, in my dream, I killed my friend.
He tried to kill me, so I killed him to protect myself.
But he died, and I cried a lot.

Second, in my dream, someone killed a girl, and he suspended her body over my bed.
And I lived with him and I tried to escape from him.
Then, my parents helped me.

I was terrified of these dreams...