My way to get over tragedy

My way to get over tragedy

I am sad
I am hard

I shut in it in my heart and mind so far.
I do not want to cry in front of all.
Because I hated inflicting all.
Even if no matter how I am sad.
Even if no matter how I am hard.
Make a laughter made in front of all.

A sad event.
A hard event.

Do not think.
Persuade calm calm myself.

In that way because I was able to come without crying

If you do not need to cry.
I do not want to cry.

As for what become sad.
As for what become hard.

I am unpleasant.

Even if even if I complain and fall apart sloppily and cry, I yell

The reality of at hand
Nothing changes

Then

Crying is disadvantageous
Grieving is disadvantageous

In such feelings
In the feint which I do not notice earnestly

Such a function seems to have failed

There wants to be just it.

Now. . .

When "now" was "old days all the time"

Remember it quietly
I may cry

Until the time

Step cautiously on the ground with my foot well now.

I cannot fall apart

My way how it gets over tragedy

I know only it and
Thus I think that I am good

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