The Diploma Mark

Today....our diploma mark showed up.

Some students went and checked their mark,

I ...did want to know my mark, but I did not go and see.

I...just did not feel like to know my mark untill I opened the letter myself.

However, when I went to math class, the teacher just told me what I got automatically.

A 81% in math...pretty good eh?!

I was surprise to see this mark. At least I have an honor in this class.

Then Physics, I did not ask for it, but some other students saw my mark, and therefore I knew
what my mark was A 67&. I passed !! Although I do hoped for a higher mark. Because this
Diploma will combine with my school mark, which brought down my average in physics to a 76%.
I wished it could be a little higher than that..at least a 80%..but it did not happen.
I was a little sad about it, then again, there were only 10 people passed this calss.
I was one of these people. Should I be happy about it? I should be ok with my mark, because
I did not really understand some of the staff we learned in the class, and I sort of guesses
a lot on the test.
Ya, sure 76% should be pretty good for me.

The last course I took last term was Chemistry. And I did not know what I got on the diploma
of this course. I did not go to see the teacher for the mark. I did not want to because I
thought I might get a letter when I got home, but aparently it has not come yet.
I still don't know what my mark is even now.
I'll have to wait untill Monday.
And now I felt like to know my mark........
oh well...just be patient Jean. I guess this is the only thing I can do.
I hoped I got the highest mark on the diploma for chemistry.
So far I heard the highest mark in chemistry is 93%.....
I have no confidence of mark in chemistry.
I got the highest mark before we wrote the diploma exam.
90% I got 90% for the class mark and it was the highest mark.
I worked hard in order to get the highest mark in the calss.
And Yes! I did ! I got the highest mark in the class.
But..........when I heard the person said that she got a 93% on the test.
I lost my confidence....
There were many questions that I wasn't sure of on the diploma test ...
I knew I got many questions wrong.
And to be honest, I was hoping this person not getting a high mark. So that I could get the
highest mark....
93 % 93 %...............what a high mark....
The chance of me getting a higher mark than 93% is.....??????????
I believed I passed the test.
I probably got a 80 something on the diploma..
BUT BUT BUT
I do have a chance to have a 90 somthing on that test too, right?

Let's hope and wait.....praying.....I got a good mark.......