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Jan11, 2011

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 13:43:44 +0900

煩煩煩~~~ 好煩..
想和人說話................誰又願意聽我說能了解我....

在這樣下去只會越來越討厭自己....哀

January 10, 2011

Mon, 10 Jan 2011 23:28:30 +0900

A new day , new year...why not a new life?

Why can't I be happy as other people do??

我不想抱怨...可是我就是不快樂嘛

甚麼事都做不好真令人煩惱 ...好孤單

May 3, 2010

Tue, 04 May 2010 04:49:13 +0900

It has been a while since last time I updated my blog~
I hasn't been that busy or anything actually, I was just being lazy

Well, nothing interesting had happened to me for the past year~

I wrote my last final exam last week and I am now done my first year of university.

I'm on break now..( a break from being an university student)
But
I am doing spring class and in fact I'm back to school already.
The first day of class starts tomorrow. I just went for an orientation. It was nice and I got my student ID card.
I guess I'm now good to go back to school. The only thing I will have to double with the school is the e-mail address they provided. I'm not sure how to use it so I will go and ask for help tomorrow.

This spring term goes till July. I have class from Monday to Thursday and a lab on Friday from 10 to noon.
It doesn't sound that bad I don't think.
Beside from school, I will be applying for a part-time job at a super store. Hopefully, they will hire me and I can starting working soon.
I really need a job. Not only for earning money but also for my own experience.

My mom and my little brother are coming over. My younger brother is here for high school and my mother is here for a month. We are looking for a nice place for them to stay. They won't be here until the beginning for July so hopefully we can find something nice with a reasonable price for them to stay.

Furutities

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 00:59:51 +0900

"We make all of these plans, and we hope we're doing the right thing ..

But the truth is We Have No IDEAS!!..

We could be making a huge mistake..But

.."Maybe is better to Do Something and BE Wrong about it then to do nothing and regret about it"

It's time for us to do something even if your risk could be making a total fool of yourself! "

Second Day of University

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 23:08:22 +0900

So!!
I am now a university student!!
Yesterday was my second day of school.
I have four classes this term which I have Chem, Econ, Math, Nutr
I only had two classes in the morning yesterday.
I stayed in the school and went with my friend to her "Japanese class"
I am not enrolled in that class. Well...let's say it this way...I was..in that class but then I dropped that class because that class it conflicted with my other class.
Anyways.....I went to the class yesterday..
I was nervous..you know...I was not on the list and the teacher did do the attendence.
Fortunattely, I guess no one notice my exitence and apparently neither did the teacher.
And so yesterday the teacher was teaching them the first 15 Hiragana alphabets..
Honestly,..I think it was pretty easy.!!!
I already knew thoses 15 Hiragana alphabets. Although it has been a while since I read the
book, I could not recall them right away. But I do have some memories.
We also learned some basic conversations or dialogs..

The teacher is not Japanese though...its a foreigner.
I don't think I'm gonna take a Japanese course at the university.
I would perfer to learn it by myself and if it doesn't work..
I rather to have a Japanese teacher teaching me Japanese..than a foreigner teaching me
Japanese..

h.....a...

これは、私の犬です

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 20:21:04 +0900

On August 13th, Thursday, 2009
My favorite dog "Happy" passed away.
She was old..and sick.
She had an operation on Monday August 10th, 2009.
After the operation, she stayed at the hospital.
Her situation did not improve..
She was still in a bad condition.
3 days had gone, she did not get any better and looked so painful..
On the 4th day..we made a decision..we decided to let her go.
August 13th, Thursday, 2009..
The doctor put Happy to sleep..and..forever..
I LOVE HAPPY. SHE WAS MY FIRST PET IN MY LIFE.
SHE BROUGHT SO MUCH JOY TO MY FAMILY.
WE LEARNED A LOT FROM HER TOO.
WE LOVED HER VERY MUCH AND STILL LOVE HER.....
I WILL NEVER FORGOT MY DOG "HAPPY"..NEVER EVER...

I L-O-V-E YOU HAPPY

卒業式

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 05:48:29 +0900

June 27th, 2009 Saturday

Today was my graduation!!!

yeah!!!

^____^

It was a good day.
I enjoyed everything especially the part where I got to wear Cap and Gown.
I love wearing uniforms!!!

Oh and guess what
Due to the alphabet, I was the last person to get my diploma, but I led the students at the
end.

The evening program went ok. I was a little nervous.
I had to wear a dress which I was not used to it at all.

I had a good time.
It was also a very good experience to me.

To many many Canadian students.
Graduating from high school is a very big deal because some students will not go to
post-secondary. Some of them will go find jobs. Therefore for most of them, they only graduate
once in their life time.
It is kinda something when you compare this to other nations.
I know in Taiwan, it is very common to go to post-secondary
Every single culture is different.

Don't get me wrong!

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 10:33:59 +0900

Today was the last day of school.

I planned to do many things when I got home but things did not turn out the way I planned
at all.

Instead, I was hanging out with Crise. A guy from my SS class.

He walked me home today which ...I don't know.....I felt wired...

To be honst, I did not really want him to walk with me.

But on the other hand, I though i should give it a try to have at least one friend to
come on over.

We talked while we were talking.

I did let him come into the house, and saw my room which was very disorganized.

I did not know what to do when he was here because I had no experience of having a friend
coming over to my place especially a guy.

I am sure if he was a girl I would be nervous too !

I have not done this before.

Then we walked to his old school to see his teacher.

He introduced his teacher to me and she though i was his girl friend.

Guess what I said to Crise adterward...." I don't mind"

Holy.... I hoped he did not get me wrong.

I did not mean I did not mind.

I did mind.. but what I meant was I did see that coming so.....

Anyways, I would never go out with him so....

We are just friends.

Honstly... I would never want to have a boyfriend like him....

no......way....

Jean, stop thinking about things that have already happened.

You should move on, and you know you are not interested in him.

So just don't think too mcuh. I am sure he is not thinking too much either.

And you know what...What so ever...No Big Deal,

You did make yourself clear when you were talking with him, right?

You will have nothing to do with him in the future.

Stoping thinking about what happened today.

Nothing is going to change.

Never Mind.

MOVE ON

I just hope he does not think that I am interest in him.

Because I am not. NOT AT ALL.

Last day..of my High School Life...

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 13:34:24 +0900

明天....過完明天...我的高中生活就結束了...
感覺...有點捨不得...
心中有一種無法形容的感覺

是高興?

還是悲傷呢?

Probably a little of both....

I am happy because 我無聊的生活就要結束了

I am sad because　？？這樣的生活就要結束了？！

Ｉ　ｄｏｎ、ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ

這三年來。。。。。

我到底活了什麼？

現在突然覺得好失望。。。。

沒目標。。帕失望。。。沒有膽。。。害怕。。。

ｏｈ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｏｎ　Ｊｅａｎ

我還是沒有自信阿。。。。

修了一些沒必要的東西。。。

現在又害怕要的沒有修到。。。

不知道自己的未來。。

害怕跨出那一步。。。

活在自己的圈圈裡太久了。。。

現在好恐怖。。不敢想像下一步

這三年來。。。我完成了什麼

我好想和人說話

但是誰能了解我？我說的話會有人了解嗎？

要怎麼樣才能明確的表達的想法呢？

我想回家。。。但又沒有膽。。

什麼都不確定。。。成就感又在哪裡呢？

害怕明天的到來。。。

我越來越不了解自己了。。。

好想找人談談。。

阿。。。。。。。。。。。

cookies

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 23:07:28 +0900

I was craving cookies last night.
And also I saw a recipe on the internet.
The recipe was called checkerboard cookies.
The pictures looked so pretty and the methods did not look hard at all.
So last night I tried to make the cookie.
No,.. it did not turn out the way it was supposed to be.
SO..at the end I just made the dough into other shapes instead of checkerboard

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