いつも 貴方と共に

A long time I have lived with you
And now we must be going
Separately to be together.
Perhaps I shall be the wind
To blur your smooth waters
So that you do not see your face too much.
Perhaps I shall be the star
To guide your uncertain wings
So that you have direction in the night.
Perhaps I shall be the fire
To separate your thoughts
So that you do not give up.
Perhaps I shall be the rain
To open up the earth
So that your seed may fall.
Perhaps I shall be the snow
To let your blossoms sleep
So that you may bloom in spring.
Perhaps I shall be the stream
To play a song on the rock
So that you are not alone.
Perhaps I shall be a new mountain
So that you always have a home.

こどもの頃　(暗くて　おませでした）
物質不滅の法則
という言葉を聴いたとき　！
いまだに　理論はわからないけれども
こどもながら　理解したことは
人は死ぬー肉体が滅びるー土にもどるー分解されるーいろいろなものの一部となるー永遠に存在する
私は　とにかく　嬉しかった。そして　今も嬉しい。

限られた空間と時間の中で　生きようとすると　苦しい
永遠の空間と時間にいきることができれば、、、
でも　それがやたら　難しいのです。