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Feel really sad.
So many feelings drives me crazy.
...just can't go further.
I'm trying to understand what I, we facing now and old.
but the more I try to understand, it's getting harder to understand.
Well.. in the old times, Might was right.
Maybe might is right even today.
But I believe the truth will out.

[Lyka Wildmoon]

Hi Umai chan!!!
How are you??? I got a little worry about your post today...what happened??? There's something i could help you out to take your sad feelings away????

Send me a private message if you prefer...
Hope you get better...

Take care yourself...okay?

[ウマイ]

Lyka chan!
Thank you for your caring. How kind of you! (*´∇｀*)
I'm just fine.

well, I watched some documentary on TV related to Korea and Japan. About during the war time. So.. It made me a little bit depressing.
And you know.. I got some contradiction to myself.

[ウマイ]

Cuz I like so many Japanese things like music, language, food, some of the cultural thing, and so on.
But when I watch like that kind of war story or the creature of the times, I just thing I don't like Japan suddenly.
Cuz there are two different me myself exist inside of me, sometimes I suffer with myself.

[ウマイ]

But it's okay. I'm still like Japan.
Well, I think everything will be okay just as time goes by.
(well I thought you're not the Japanese. is that right?)

Oh, by the way, there is no connection with this that I deleted all my articles.
I just thought that maybe I too much revealed myself in the cyberspace.