Have things changed?

It has been more than 3.5 years since I came back from Japan.

However, all I can say is.... The inner pain never become any lesser.....

Now I know how painful it is when you have trusted someone 100% and being betrayed for no reason at the end.

On and off, during the night.... Tears still dropped from my eyes for no reason, due to loneliness? or the hurt feeling of betrayed? I really don't know, sometimes life experience is controlling my emotion when my conscious is weak, Anyway, thanks to you, I have learned not to trust anymore no matter how close I think we are. Someone sleeping next to you every night can just turn back and say sorry I don't know you.